Tag Archives: life

Losing myself…..and beginning the road to recovery

Posted on February 23, 2017 by mummyH

So since I last wrote I’ve been up, down, up, down and very down.  I felt like I had completely lost myself and there was no way back. So alone and lonely and horrible. Soo tired and mentally exhausted. Cue … Continue reading →

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Let me forget

Posted on November 23, 2016 by mummyH

I don’t want to remember…..and he sure as hell isn’t letting me forget. It’s that anniversary time again….yesterday was 4 years since I cheated. Feeling weird. I cannot believe it has been that long, and yet it still seems just … Continue reading →

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Missing out

Posted on October 28, 2016 by mummyH

I always feel like I’m missing out on things.   I missed out on a lot of things when I was young because my parents couldn’t afford things. I missed out on doing an OE. I missed out on having … Continue reading →

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Life is exhausting

Posted on September 30, 2016 by mummyH

You know those days where everything seems too hard and you just want to run away? This is everyday for me at the moment. I’m tired. No actually I’m fucking exhausted……of living. Of the same old shit every single day. … Continue reading →

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Still here

Posted on August 3, 2016 by mummyH

So. It’s almost been a whole year since I last blogged. No idea where that time went! I’ve tried so many times to write a blog since my last one but the words just would not flow. This one is … Continue reading →

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I just want to be normal

Posted on September 10, 2015 by mummyH

I want to be normal. I want a normal life. I want a normal family. I don’t want to be this person who can’t be happy and yells all the time. I want a clean and tidy house and money … Continue reading →

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Ramblings from a confused mind

Posted on July 2, 2015 by mummyH

Ramblings. I apologise now, this post is probably going to be long, and all over the show and thoughts spurted out of my brain as I think them. Sometimes things in life are easier said when they aren’t edited and … Continue reading →

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What makes me unique

Posted on September 19, 2014 by mummyH

So on the back end of World Suicide Prevention Week, which one of my fantastic friends wrote some awesome blog posts about here http://betterbutnotwell.wordpress.com/ I thought I would write a bit about the theme of this year – no one … Continue reading →

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Rain, rain, go away…

Posted on July 11, 2014 by mummyH

…come again another day. My daughter has been singing this song for the past week. We have had such horrible stormy weather. I think we’ve had double our usual rainfall for the past month in a week. Plus the howling … Continue reading →

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The Reality of Growing Up

Posted on June 5, 2014 by mummyH

When I was little, I couldn’t wait to grow up. I thought it would be all wonderful, hearts and rainbows and sappy music playing in the background. That it would be awesome to move out of home – no parents … Continue reading →

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