Tag Archives: life

Losing myself…..and beginning the road to recovery

So since I last wrote I’ve been up, down, up, down and very down.  I felt like I had completely lost myself and there was no way back. So alone and lonely and horrible. Soo tired and mentally exhausted. Cue … Continue reading

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Let me forget

I don’t want to remember…..and he sure as hell isn’t letting me forget. It’s that anniversary time again….yesterday was 4 years since I cheated. Feeling weird. I cannot believe it has been that long, and yet it still seems just … Continue reading

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Missing out

I always feel like I’m missing out on things.   I missed out on a lot of things when I was young because my parents couldn’t afford things. I missed out on doing an OE. I missed out on having … Continue reading

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Life is exhausting

You know those days where everything seems too hard and you just want to run away? This is everyday for me at the moment. I’m tired. No actually I’m fucking exhausted……of living. Of the same old shit every single day. … Continue reading

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Still here

So. It’s almost been a whole year since I last blogged. No idea where that time went! I’ve tried so many times to write a blog since my last one but the words just would not flow. This one is … Continue reading

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I just want to be normal

I want to be normal. I want a normal life. I want a normal family. I don’t want to be this person who can’t be happy and yells all the time. I want a clean and tidy house and money … Continue reading

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Ramblings from a confused mind

Ramblings. I apologise now, this post is probably going to be long, and all over the show and thoughts spurted out of my brain as I think them. Sometimes things in life are easier said when they aren’t edited and … Continue reading

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