Tag Archives: thoughts

Losing myself…..and beginning the road to recovery

So since I last wrote I’ve been up, down, up, down and very down.  I felt like I had completely lost myself and there was no way back. So alone and lonely and horrible. Soo tired and mentally exhausted. Cue … Continue reading

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Let me forget

I don’t want to remember…..and he sure as hell isn’t letting me forget. It’s that anniversary time again….yesterday was 4 years since I cheated. Feeling weird. I cannot believe it has been that long, and yet it still seems just … Continue reading

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Missing out

I always feel like I’m missing out on things.   I missed out on a lot of things when I was young because my parents couldn’t afford things. I missed out on doing an OE. I missed out on having … Continue reading

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Still here

So. It’s almost been a whole year since I last blogged. No idea where that time went! I’ve tried so many times to write a blog since my last one but the words just would not flow. This one is … Continue reading

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I just want to be normal

I want to be normal. I want a normal life. I want a normal family. I don’t want to be this person who can’t be happy and yells all the time. I want a clean and tidy house and money … Continue reading

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Ramblings from a confused mind

Ramblings. I apologise now, this post is probably going to be long, and all over the show and thoughts spurted out of my brain as I think them. Sometimes things in life are easier said when they aren’t edited and … Continue reading

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Writing

What is it about writing or blogging that makes you want to spill your guts? Most people I know in real life have NO idea about the stuff that I’ve been posting on here and I’m not comfortable about telling … Continue reading

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