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Tag Archives: cheating
Let me forget
I don’t want to remember…..and he sure as hell isn’t letting me forget. It’s that anniversary time again….yesterday was 4 years since I cheated. Feeling weird. I cannot believe it has been that long, and yet it still seems just … Continue reading
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Tagged anniversary, cheating, depression, feelings, life, sadness, self harm, stress, thoughts
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Still here
So. It’s almost been a whole year since I last blogged. No idea where that time went! I’ve tried so many times to write a blog since my last one but the words just would not flow. This one is … Continue reading
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Tagged anger, cheating, depression, emotions, feelings, guilt, life, stress, thoughts
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Failures
“Failure is the state or condition of not meeting a desirable or intended objective, and may be viewed as the opposite of success”. I feel like I’ve failed a lot of things in my life. Especially some of my more … Continue reading
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Tagged affair, cheating, failure, guilt, lazy, motivation, regrets, sewing
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Anniversaries
So. This time, last year, I was travelling to Auckland to go and see J. i couldn’t have known how much this was going to change the year that followed. Wow. It’s hard to believe it has been a year…and … Continue reading
Backtracking
So after I posted that last post, I realised that I hadn’t actually posted about being pregnant before. Well it was in November that I saw J. Spent the day with him, had an awesome time, went out for lunch, … Continue reading
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Tagged baby, cheating, chemical pregnancy, miscarriage, pregnancy
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Due Date
So I was having a think about things the other night, and I realised that it had been awhile since things happened with J. Calculated, and lo and behold last week would have been my due date if bubs had … Continue reading
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Tagged baby, cheating, chemical pregnancy, due date, miscarriage, pregnancy
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Ho Hum
Man..I’m sick again. Second cold in a couple of weeks! My tonsils feels so swollen up and sore 😦 DH is still not over his from last time yet either, he made himself sick from coughing again the other night, … Continue reading
Movin on up
So. Once again, a lot has happened since I last posted. Way too much to go into. Firstly, the guy that I liked told me that he only wanted to be friends and that there was no spark for him … Continue reading
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Tagged abuse, cheating, daughter, good times, happiness, new start, sewing
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