So. This time, last year, I was travelling to Auckland to go and see J. i couldn’t have known how much this was going to change the year that followed. Wow. It’s hard to believe it has been a year…and yet, it feels so long ago now. Things would have been easier if I hadn’t gone. and yet, I still am slightly thankful that I did, because it put a whole lot of shit into perspective with me and hubby.
Also strange to think that a year ago I was getting pregnant without knowing. That anniversary is coming up too, where I lost the bub.
So yeah, I’m feeling a bit down today.
Also, I haven’t heard from J in a couple of months now. so I think that friendship may officially be over.