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Day 7

So today is day 7 of taking the Citalopram. First day was horrible, super dry mouth – was guzzling water every couple of minutes, and very bad heartburn – felt like I was pregnant again! Thankfully that went away by … Continue reading

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Losing myself…..and beginning the road to recovery

So since I last wrote I’ve been up, down, up, down and very down.  I felt like I had completely lost myself and there was no way back. So alone and lonely and horrible. Soo tired and mentally exhausted. Cue … Continue reading

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Let me forget

I don’t want to remember…..and he sure as hell isn’t letting me forget. It’s that anniversary time again….yesterday was 4 years since I cheated. Feeling weird. I cannot believe it has been that long, and yet it still seems just … Continue reading

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Life is exhausting

You know those days where everything seems too hard and you just want to run away? This is everyday for me at the moment. I’m tired. No actually I’m fucking exhausted……of living. Of the same old shit every single day. … Continue reading

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Ramblings from a confused mind

Ramblings. I apologise now, this post is probably going to be long, and all over the show and thoughts spurted out of my brain as I think them. Sometimes things in life are easier said when they aren’t edited and … Continue reading

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Rain, rain, go away…

…come again another day. My daughter has been singing this song for the past week. We have had such horrible stormy weather. I think we’ve had double our usual rainfall for the past month in a week. Plus the howling … Continue reading

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Confession Time

*Trigger warning* I have a confession. Not a lot of people know this. I was am a self harmer. I cut myself. I don’t think I’ve mentioned that on here before, but if I haven’t it may come as a … Continue reading

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